i am so tired, coming back from Joyce's house baking her butter cake. and they (Joyce's family and her in-laws) will be having dinner in Gayang, the seafood restaurant. they actually invited me to go along. June called me earlier, when i was still in the office. but i dont feel like going because i don't feel comfortable. hehe. June and Kim even asked their parents to persuade me to go. luckily, the cuppies were still in the oven, the time when they need to leave (Joyce and her in- laws are waiting for her parents in Kolombong). so, i have a very reasonable excuse not to go.
it was my first time baking a 12 inch cake, and i tell you, it's not easy. my hands were shaking because i have to hold the mixer while mixing the batter. it was about 30 minutes of holding and mixing. and, thank God, June was there to help. it turned-out that i baked the base (butter cake) and Joyce baked the 2nd and 3rd tier (fruit cake). about the fondat icing? IT IS NOT EASY..it sticks everywhere and after rolling, the icing stuck on the table. my gosh~ i hope Joyce can save the situation. leave it to the pro..hehe. just hope that she can! ;p
the fondant on the table. sticking everywhere.
it was my first time baking a 12 inch cake, and i tell you, it's not easy. my hands were shaking because i have to hold the mixer while mixing the batter. it was about 30 minutes of holding and mixing. and, thank God, June was there to help. it turned-out that i baked the base (butter cake) and Joyce baked the 2nd and 3rd tier (fruit cake). about the fondat icing? IT IS NOT EASY..it sticks everywhere and after rolling, the icing stuck on the table. my gosh~ i hope Joyce can save the situation. leave it to the pro..hehe. just hope that she can! ;p
the fondant on the table. sticking everywhere.*****
i'm still nervous thinking about tommorow. i MUST and i WILL be strong to make it a good one. i will not be thinking about the past anymore. i thought, i should keep 'it' in mind, because that's what i've went through in my life. but, on second thought, why should i? if 'it' has changed me not into a better person, then why should 'it' be given space in my memory? makan space saja! i am going to let everything out, once and for all. and will try to get 'it' out from my memory..
still praying..
still praying..
3 comments:
sand..what actually will happen 'tomorrow'..i misunderstood i tot it was all about the cake & the baking process..hehe..neway...im available to be ur listener if u want...:-)
hehe, cle. it's actually two different things that's going through in my mind. the bigger impact is about wat will happen 'tomorow'.. well, it has happened, and i am happy. =)
ya..thats great...:-)
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