Monday

12.01.2009

i just got call from bunie at around 12:45pm. She was so happy that i don’t understand what she’s trying to say, until that she has to repeat it for three times. SHE DID IT! She passed her first assessment for her PTD post. i am happy for her, that she has got what she dreamt for. And, every time i got news such as this, i’ll be sad and reflect on what i have in my life. Honestly, i’m happy with what i’m doing now. There are lots to learn and i can see opportunities in front of me. i am happy for i am not suffering with the job i’m doing. But, i’ll be happier if i get to do the job that I want. Somehow, if you ask me, what is my dream job? i don’t think i can give you the exact answer.

The same things happen previously, when bunie told me, nancy has got offer from Air Asia to be part of them. a few days before, while we were SMSing with each other, we did discussed about what are we doing for living. She did tell me about her dream jobs. and one of them is to be stewardess. i told her about mine too, and we promised to pray for each other. now that she has got it, she must be very glad. i thank God for listening to our prayers.

What do i really want in life? Recently, dad is into something which requires one of us to handle. this makes me think, if i should leave what i'm doing now, to help him? i dont know. somehow, eventually decision has to be made. and it's just a matter of time..

Bunie, you sounds extremely happy on the phone just now, and i feel bad that i don’t sound as happy as you did. but, deep down in me, again, i thank God for answering our prayers. and, surely i'll continue to pray for you for all the coming assesments. =) u know me, kan.. hehe.


3 comments:

Clare Rachel said...

sand..if i were you, i will also be thinking the same..although i already have a job which is very promising but somehow i tend to reminisce the dream jobs that i was aiming back to study years (before UKM years)..don't worry, u aren't alone...bunny & nancy are lucky ones but they worked hard to make their dream jobs come true...don't worry be happy sand...aja2x fight!

huminodun81 said...

Sandie dearest, me baru terbaca tis. Am so touched u wrote bout me.

Jeremiah 29:11.

Even if I dont pass be the final stage, I wont be so sad, coz I know Im OK in His Hands. So do u. And Yes, I know U :) I know u prayed and wil pray for me.

Thanks so much. Love u :)

Bunnie

Sandra said...

Bunnie, Jeremiah 29:11 is so inspiring. thank you for sharing and yes, will continue to pray for you, my dear friend. =) God knows about our future and i believe He always give the best for you and me.